….What I’m looking for in life….
Simple question, yet – I find out that – it’s quite difficult to answer… not to mention, TO ACHIEVE…. 
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When I found out that I got this job, almost 2 years ago….. I was so thrilled, one of the best day of my life – I might say – , well who doesn’t… I got a job at one of most prestigious company in Indonesia… regardless, I’m just an outsource employee… 1st year passed quite smooth, I’m able to adapt with the busy & long working hours, I ‘m able to understand my main duties in short term (Thanks God.. :p) , and also my office mates…. Pheww, they’re the best… 
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and I thought, “okey, this place could be the end of my journey. All I have to do, just keep my eyes & my ears open, try to find the opportunity becoming permanent employee… and if I succed then I’ll get settle job , good paycheck… and that would be enough” ….
But now….. here I am, struggling with lots of paper , dateline, routine jobs all day long , -just like u,guys – …
And suddenly, -out of nowhere – I’m thinking that, “hey, i don’t wanna stop here, I don’t wanna end up here with all these paper things… I can do more than this, lot more….”, there’s lot of things outhere that I would love to see and to do (have you guys realized..? that we’ve spent most of our times at the office…?? We live for work, not work for live anymore…)
No, it’s not only about still being an outsource employee or not so good paycheck -yes, I realized I can’t have all the good things in one shot , right…?? I’m not so damn luck..-… but it’s more about the feelings that this is not “the place”…. Okey, I’m able to fit in and just like I said, I’m adapt quite good…. But still, I want more…. it’s so human, right…?
And here I am, still trying to achieve everything that (I thought) I’m looking for in short term …. Good job in remote areas or offshore, perhaps…?? Or nice & good looking prince charming…?? 
…. Whatever it is, I’ll just do my best… GANBATTE!!!!
So… have you guys find out what you’re looking for…??
